Naomi Watts is today recognized as one of the most versatile and celebrated actors of her generation, commanding the screen with nuance, emotional depth, and striking resilience. However, during a career-spanning masterclass at the Zurich Film Festival, where she was honored with the prestigious Golden Eye Award, the Oscar-nominated star candidly opened up about the grueling decade of hardship, rejection, and near-eviction that preceded her breakthrough. <\/p>\n
Looking back at the tumultuous early years of her career, Watts shared the stark reality of trying to break into the industry without a safety net or immediate success. Long before working with visionary auteurs or headlining major international blockbusters, she faced a constant struggle just to keep a roof over her head.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was a grind. That 10 years before I met David, I became so locked up and I felt worthless,\u201d Watts recalled to the audience in Zurich. The pressure to succeed manifested in ways that ultimately hindered her auditions, leading to an intervention from her representation at the time. \u201cMy agent pulled me aside and she said: \u2018We need to have a heart to heart. Honey, you are too intense. You are freaking people out.\u2019 I went: \u2018Yeah, no shit.\u2019 I was desperate! I was behind on my rent; I was getting evicted. I didn\u2019t know what to bring to this room.\u201d<\/p>\n
This desperation sparked a cycle of self-doubt and performative desperation. Watts described how she constantly tried to mold herself into whatever casting directors or agents suggested she lacked, losing touch with her authentic self in the process. <\/p>\n
\u201cThey told me I wasn\u2019t funny last week, so now I am trying to be funny. They told me I wasn\u2019t sexy \u2014 I\u2019m trying to be sexy. You reshape yourself and try to read the tone of what is needed. That\u2019s how it went and I couldn\u2019t be myself anymore. I was either an extreme version of myself or a diluted version of myself,\u201d she explained. <\/p>\n
The turning point, she noted, required someone uniquely capable of cutting through the noise and anxiety she had accumulated. It took a singular artistic force to dismantle the protective armor she had built around herself. \u201cIt took a genius like David Lynch to see beyond all that weirdness I built up, undo it and get to the real me.\u201d<\/p>\n
Despite the intense psychological toll of those early years, Watts believes that her upbringing\u2014which involved frequent relocations during her childhood\u2014instilled in her a foundational resilience that kept her moving forward. Central to her endurance was a deep, unwavering passion for the craft of acting itself rather than a superficial desire for celebrity.<\/p>\n
\u201cYou also have to know why you love it. Are you in it for the right reasons? My goal wasn\u2019t just to be famous. I loved disappearing into these characters. I really cared and continued to investigate. I still do. There\u2019s always more to learn,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n
Reflecting on the dry spells that defined her twenties, Watts emphasized how precarious an actor\u2019s journey can be, noting that success rarely follows a predictable path. During those discouraging years, words of encouragement from close friend and fellow actor Nicole Kidman offered a glimmer of hope, even if their full meaning took years to materialize. <\/p>\n
\u201cShe said: \u2018All it takes is one thing, one thing could change everything.\u2019 That didn\u2019t make sense to me for a very long time. Until David Lynch, and then it became very real,\u201d Watts remembered.<\/p>\n
That transformative moment arrived with David Lynch\u2019s 2001 psychological masterpiece Mulholland Drive<\/em>, a film that is now universally regarded as her definitive breakout role. The project not only redefined her career trajectory but also left an indelible mark on cinematic history. <\/p>\n \u201cThat film gave me the most incredible role that affected people. To this day they still watch it. It\u2019s still on these \u2018bests\u2019 lists. I\u2019m just very, very proud to be a part of that film,\u201d Watts shared.<\/p>\n The success of Mulholland Drive<\/em> suddenly thrust Watts into a new echelon of Hollywood visibility, leading almost immediately to a very different kind of project: Gore Verbinski\u2019s horror classic The Ring<\/em>. Despite the film’s eventual status as a defining horror hit of the 2000s, Watts initially resisted taking the part. <\/p>\n \u201cI tried to say \u2018no.\u2019 There\u2019s no certainty to anything you do, ever,\u201d she admitted, recounting her hesitation to pivot away from prestigious, critically acclaimed drama straight into a commercial studio picture. \u201cMy agents were excited about this. I said: \u2018Wait. I just got this critical acclaim, so I want to instantly go into a Hollywood blockbuster-y movie?!\u2019 I fought with my agent at the time. I didn\u2019t know it was going to be a massive hit! I woke up the horror genre, in a way. It was a lucky, lucky break.\u201d<\/p>\n Following The Ring<\/em>, Watts continued to challenge herself with demanding, emotionally heavy roles, including her tour-de-force performance in Alejandro Gonz\u00e1lez I\u00f1\u00e1rritu\u2019s 21 Grams<\/em>, which earned her an Academy Award nomination. Speaking about the grueling nature of that shoot, she remarked, \u201cExtraordinary things can happen when you get tired and irritable from doing things too much.\u201d<\/p>\n Throughout her extensive filmography, Watts has frequently gravitated toward complex themes that mirror her own personal history. Grief and identity, she noted, remain the central pillars of her artistic exploration. <\/p>\n \u201cIf there\u2019s any theme in my work, it\u2019s grief. It\u2019s why I do what I do: I\u2019m trying to figure out the meaning of my life. Another one is identity. I love the story [that asks]: \u2018Who are you?\u2019 That also comes from my moving around as a kid. I was always on the outskirts of the group, trying to find my way in,\u201d she explained.<\/p>\n These lifelong explorations of identity and hidden struggles heavily informed her work in Ben Shirinian\u2019s 1960s-set film The Housewife<\/em>, in which she portrays a seemingly picture-perfect woman harboring a dark post-war past. <\/p>\n \u201cI never played a character like this, even though I look for flawed women and I\u2019m not afraid of unlikeable. But this was extreme,\u201d Watts said of the challenging role. \u201cI knew what I was stepping into. I knew it was going to be a daunting, haunting understanding. A character like that comes to you at night, in your dreams.\u201d<\/p>\n As the masterclass drew to a close, Watts offered deeper reflections on personal growth, overcoming self-doubt, and the liberation that comes with embracing vulnerability later in life. She confessed that letting go of the constant need for external validation was a difficult lesson to learn.<\/p>\n \u201cVulnerability is a superpower. It has taken me a long time to know that, and own that. I wish I\u2019d learn earlier on to be more myself and [care] less about pleasing people. Some people are born with that level of confidence \u2014 I was never that person,\u201d she said. \u201cI still have a lot of self-doubt, but I don\u2019t pretend it\u2019s not a real thing. I try to see it as a gift. It\u2019s more effective than just bullshitting your way through it all.\u201d<\/p>\n Beyond her artistic endeavors, Watts has increasingly used her platform to speak openly about natural biological transitions that are often subjected to societal stigma, most notably menopause. Experiencing early menopause without initial guidance or understanding proved to be a challenging isolating phase, until open communication with her partner\u2014actor and now-husband Billy Crudup\u2014helped shift her perspective.<\/p>\n \u201cMenopause became a huge topic of conversation, because I went through it early on in my life and had no clue what was happening with my body. Once I talked about it with my partner, who is now my husband, and he was supportive, I went: \u2018How about I just own the story?\u2019 I\u2019m in on the joke, although it\u2019s not actually a joke. Why do we just suffer, instead of getting some normalcy? Just own it,\u201d she said.<\/p>\n Recalling the vulnerable moment she first confided in Crudup while struggling with her symptoms in the bathroom, Watts remembered her fears of judgment quickly dissipating in the face of his compassion. <\/p>\n \u201cI was crying in the bathroom, trying to scratch off my estrogen patch. I told him what was going on, so nervous, and I thought: \u2018He\u2019s not gonna want to be with me anymore!\u2019 He said: \u2018Hold on. It\u2019s great that you are taking care of yourself. Why are you ashamed?\u2019 It was so sweet\u2026 And sexy. I felt safer than I ever felt.\u201d<\/p>\n This empowering realization ultimately inspired her to found Stripes Beauty, a brand specifically created to support women navigating perimenopause and menopause. Concluding her thoughts on the subject, Watts emphasized the importance of collective dialogue and mutual understanding. <\/p>\n \u201cMen have to be curious and compassionate. And our job, ladies, is to share the story.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Naomi Watts is today recognized as one of the most versatile and celebrated actors of her generation, commanding the screen with nuance, emotional depth, and striking resilience. 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